Ever have that one song stuck in your head that you can't get rid of? I have one right now! Not only is it playing over and over again, it's in Japanese. And guess what?! There's a dance that goes right along with it!*
Go to youtube and type in "Berryz Koubou Watashi No Mirai No Danna Sama dance shot" - and yes, I wrote that without having to look somewhere else for corrections. >.< -
I am learning the mirrored version of that dance.
Yes, I learn Japanese dances. Read other posts, you're bound to find something about it there ^^
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Well, if you're wondering about what happened at the hospital - see last post for more information - all that really happened was that they gave me the sonogram. They can't tell me anything, against their job description. My docter has to tell me the good/bad news. Yippee.....
It feels weird though. Feeling like I am hanging on a limb for one phone call from my docter. I mean, I know it might not be a big deal, and all, but I am a little afaid. What if something is seriously wrong with me?
Body wise, I mean.
I'll be fine. I know I will. I'm actually a little excited. Medical crap does catch my interest. Thinking of actually being prepped for surgery seems pretty cool to me, imagining myself on one of those docter shows......xD
My friend, Amberly, over reactining, of course, - love you, Amberly! LOL - brought up "What if they find something bad, like cancer or something like that? Defects, illnesses, parasites?!"
I have already thought about that, and to make it clear, I don't care. You might think I'm weird for saying that, but I have reasons.
What if my being sick with cancer/illnesses/enlarged spleens/parasites brings back together my already broken family? Maybe I could see my Dad once more, maybe I could hug Grandma Debbie again, maybe I can finally see my new baby cousin, Jordan, just because they were all afraid for my life. Afraid that that would be the last time they would ever see me again.
To let you guys know, I don't want anyone to cry over me. Not because I'll "be in a better place", or "there's no need to be sad", but because I can't stand it. Not just the crying part, but how sappy it makes everytihng feel >.<
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I actually took a break after writing that, and was off to lunch, seeing that my computer class is also my lunch period.
I feel so much better.
I forgot how great it feels to have friends that care about you.
Thank you, Nancy, for being there for me when I came to lunch, nearly shaking, and holding my arm when we walked back to class.
Thank you, Veronica, for holding my hand as we walked away, laughing about yaoi, wishing that I feel better.
Thank you, both of you, for telling me to tell you guys right when I get an answer.
Thank you, Willie, Chris, Lucas, and Alexis. You guys may not have really said anything, or meant to send off any signals, but it really helped that there were other people around me, even if you were off at a different table xD
I feel so much better. So much.
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And also, as a side note, I want to say I'm sorry to Coach Quinn, my computer class teacher. I'm sorry I'm not doing what I need to make up for this class right now, but with the mood I'm in, I don't think I can actually work. You are a wonderful, sweet, and caring teacher, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm not procrastinating because I hate the class, but only because of the mood I am in.
Thank you.
Go to youtube and type in "Berryz Koubou Watashi No Mirai No Danna Sama dance shot" - and yes, I wrote that without having to look somewhere else for corrections. >.< -
I am learning the mirrored version of that dance.
Yes, I learn Japanese dances. Read other posts, you're bound to find something about it there ^^
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Well, if you're wondering about what happened at the hospital - see last post for more information - all that really happened was that they gave me the sonogram. They can't tell me anything, against their job description. My docter has to tell me the good/bad news. Yippee.....
It feels weird though. Feeling like I am hanging on a limb for one phone call from my docter. I mean, I know it might not be a big deal, and all, but I am a little afaid. What if something is seriously wrong with me?
Body wise, I mean.
I'll be fine. I know I will. I'm actually a little excited. Medical crap does catch my interest. Thinking of actually being prepped for surgery seems pretty cool to me, imagining myself on one of those docter shows......xD
My friend, Amberly, over reactining, of course, - love you, Amberly! LOL - brought up "What if they find something bad, like cancer or something like that? Defects, illnesses, parasites?!"
I have already thought about that, and to make it clear, I don't care. You might think I'm weird for saying that, but I have reasons.
What if my being sick with cancer/illnesses/enlarged spleens/parasites brings back together my already broken family? Maybe I could see my Dad once more, maybe I could hug Grandma Debbie again, maybe I can finally see my new baby cousin, Jordan, just because they were all afraid for my life. Afraid that that would be the last time they would ever see me again.
To let you guys know, I don't want anyone to cry over me. Not because I'll "be in a better place", or "there's no need to be sad", but because I can't stand it. Not just the crying part, but how sappy it makes everytihng feel >.<
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I actually took a break after writing that, and was off to lunch, seeing that my computer class is also my lunch period.
I feel so much better.
I forgot how great it feels to have friends that care about you.
Thank you, Nancy, for being there for me when I came to lunch, nearly shaking, and holding my arm when we walked back to class.
Thank you, Veronica, for holding my hand as we walked away, laughing about yaoi, wishing that I feel better.
Thank you, both of you, for telling me to tell you guys right when I get an answer.
Thank you, Willie, Chris, Lucas, and Alexis. You guys may not have really said anything, or meant to send off any signals, but it really helped that there were other people around me, even if you were off at a different table xD
I feel so much better. So much.
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And also, as a side note, I want to say I'm sorry to Coach Quinn, my computer class teacher. I'm sorry I'm not doing what I need to make up for this class right now, but with the mood I'm in, I don't think I can actually work. You are a wonderful, sweet, and caring teacher, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm not procrastinating because I hate the class, but only because of the mood I am in.
Thank you.